Lots going on in my little head right now.  My wage garnishment has started and my attorney fees for the condo have started as well.  I am not going to lie, I have been very suicidal.  My psychiatrist called my therapist and asked for me to come in earlier than 2 weeks.  My therapist was able to fit me in.  The therapist advised me that anyone with the environmental factors that I have going on would be suicidal.  That made me feel better.

My husband still doesn't have a job.  While I was working on the budget, I found that I am $1700 short every month.  Even if I got a 3rd job and worked from 9-11 it still wouldn't be enough.  Our marriage is hanging by a thread.  It could fall at any time.  Last night in group therapy we talked about relationships.  I have to remind myself that my husband has his free agency and his choices may not be my choices.  He may be OK with not working.  I didn't ask, I just told him that if we were going to stay married he needed a job.