Jade had me read D&C 50 & 88.  I think that these sections talk a lot about light, how to discern light from darkness.  Where the darkness comes from, and exactly who is the light.  I know that Jesus Christ is the light of the world.  In D&C 88 it talks about Jesus is even the light not only in the sun, but in the moon and the stars.  It is so hard for me right now to discern light from dark.  Before I started taking medication I knew how the spirit felt for me.  Now, I must find a new way to feel the spirit as often times the medication takes that feeling away from you.  I asked my Bishop just wht you do when you do have those "dark" days?  When you look up at the stars, you just see a little speck of light.  When I do have those "dark" days, do I even have a "speck of light", like the stars?  Is that enough to get me thru the darkness?  What do I do when the darkness becomes too much?