School started for all of the little ones yesterday.  I loved being the Mom of our little one.  She was so brave as she went to her first day of Kindergarten.  She was a little shy.  She knows no one in her class but one little girl.  I have her convinced that she will have a huge circle of friends by the end of the school year.  One thing about it, my kids do not have a hard time making friends.  We have always taught them that everyone needs a friend and we are all different, and it is OK. 

Today is a new day.  A new day to learn new things, to grow, and conquer.  We get to choose how we live each moment of each day. 

I am tired today.  4:45 starts my day, really early.  When your mind doesn't shut off until after midnight, it makes for a really long day.  It's sad that I debate on taking a "sleep aid" each night because it is either sit and listen to me think, or sleep and wake up a little groggy.  I have to admit, I probably medicate myself to sleep at least once a week.  Diet Coke right now is my best friend.  It doesn't have an opinion of me, and it doesn't try to solve my problems, and it doesn't tell me what I have done wrong, and it keeps me awake on these long days, and I am happier.  (Holy Crap, sounds like Diet Coke is my drug of choice!  Probably something else I need to address with my therapist, but I need to take small steps right now, the last 2 weeks my sessions have been giant leaps!)  Have I said I was tired?