Right now, I feel like a pawn in this game called life.  Everyone is waiting for my next move.  All of the plans, the budget, the family, the marriage, all waiting on my next move.  No one wants to make their own move, just wait for me.  Why does it have to be that my next move is the one that everyone waits for?  Do you know how many times over the last couple days I have said "I don't want to play anymore?" 

My emotions overwhelm many.  It is easier for me to sit by myself to protect those around me from my intense emotions.