Therapy got to me again.  I went in to my last session, totally thinking that I had nothing to discuss.  Boy, was I wrong.  We even went over time.  I left my session so high strung.  My urge's to self-injure have been very strong.  I have never cut before but I can tell you that on Saturday as I sat in the bathtub I never wanted to self injure so much in my life.  I had to get out of the bathroom as fast as I could because it was that tempting.  I have since found other ways to self injure, by eating like crap and pulling at my hair, picking at my skin, etc.  I am at very high risk for MRSA as we found out that I am a carrier.  It has been really rough.