This time, it is official.  I have had to quit therapy.  I got my mid month pay check.  Before my wages were being garnished, I could tell you where my paycheck was going and how much money I had left over.  Today, there is no money left over, and I don't even have enough to pay the small amount of bills that I need to pay with this paycheck.  I don't know what to do from here.  The only way that I figured I could somewhat "control the bleeding" was if I stopped therapy.  It's probably not a good thing, because I found that I can't afford my prescriptions either.  I am already out of Wellbutrin, and have not taken it for a couple of days.  I keep hoping that if I just ignore the entire situation that it will all go away.

Our neighbor's brother committed suicide yesterday at their home.  I am sure it was quite devastating for them.  From the brother's point of view, I can see how he might have felt as though he was a burden to his family.  I think we all feel like that at some point in our lives.  Some of us just don't forget the burden as easily as others.