My mind is presently at a stand still.  In all actuality, I am numb.  This is not a good thing for me.  I usually go numb when I am overwhelmed.  We met with our Home Teacher, my husband's boss, last night and he has informed my husband that he no longer has a job with their company.  I don't know what to think.  The last time my husband did not have a job we were separated.  I understand that this is hard for him.  My thoughts go back to me and what can I do to make our situation better?  I even thought about doing a graveyard shift at a local restaurant-I know, what am I thinking!?!?  Sleep does not come easily for me.

I went to the temple for the first time in over 10 years.  It was hard as I reflected on my worthiness.  It was also hard that I need to allow my husband to be the Leader in our family.  The morning that I went to the temple, I tripped over a cord in my home in the dark and killed my foot.  It hurt but I had people counting on me to be there.  The pain did not let up and got worse.  I went to the Dr and found that I have a Lisfranc ligament sprain.  This sprain takes up to 6 weeks to heal.  The Dr put me in a beautiful support shoe.  I find myself minimizing a lot.