My mind is going a thousand miles an hour. I can't sleep and I sit here in the cold and dark. Sleep does not come easy for me. I was given sleeping pills and that will get me thru a couple hours. There is not a whole lot to do at 3:00 a.m. I sit here and listen to my church music and contemplate on my life.
This last week has proven to be another trial of my faith. On Monday I was having some pain and went in to the Dr. It was a new Dr. as mine was sick. She ran some tests and found that I was having major amounts of calcium going thru my kidneys which is a normal occurrence since my thyroid surgery. Not a lot she can do about that but have me drink a lot of water and clear it out. While I met with her we talked about my depression and she pointed out that I was dealing with an "eating disorder". I know that I have issues with this but to have a Dr. tell you is a little new and causes a lot of stress.
Tuesday I received a text from my 20 yr old daughter who was home asking if I had power on at my office. She indicated that she did not. I remembered receiving a letter marked "urgent" and I totally ignored it. Our power had been shut off for non payment.
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