For one of my homework assignments I had to list 10 things that I needed to be forgiven for.  I have reflected on this question for some time, and I did come up with the list.  I followed my gut and wrote this list.  One of the things that I needed to forgive myself for is not being the kind of wife/mother that I wanted to be.  Jade and I then talked about all of the "hats" that I am wearing.  I know that I am wearing a lot of hats but there is not one that I can set down right now.