I had a therapy session with Jade on Saturday.  We talked a lot about my work, and then we talked about my circle of friends and how little it is.  Then we talked about 1st Corinthians 13. We talked a lot about Charity and how I need to get out of myself.  Yesterday, being Sunday, we had scheduled for the Home Teachers to come to the house.  I became so overwhelmed that I had Jed cancel the Home Teachers.  I went to Sacrament Meeting, and then I went home.  I cried so much yesterday that I was exhausted.  I thought about the person I used to be.  The person who served everyone I could think of, and then some.  Now, I am lucky enough to serve my family, and I don't even do that well.