I went for a walk on Saturday.  I hiked Holbrook Canyon and then walked down.  As I walked, I listened to my music and did a lot of thinking.  I really feel that Heavenly Father wants me to keep going down this path.  I feel that I have not finished what I was meant to do with this trial, and that truly the end might not be really near, but I have to keep going.  Which means to me that I need to continue with therapy, even though it is hard.  I feel like Jade is taking me where I need to go.  My Dad when I told my parents that I didn't know that I was a daughter of God, assured me that is the most important thing for me to know.  That once I know that I am a daughter of God, then I will be able to love myself.