I am still reeling with emotions from my last session.  I am completely anxious and overwhelmed with my thoughts.  I struggle with eye contact during difficult moments in my sessions.  I have always struggled with this.  There is a picture behind Jade that I focus on when I can't answer Jade's questions.  I found myself looking at the picture a lot.  At one point though I was looking at Jade when he looked up to the ceiling.  My emotions are everywhere because of that single move.  Am I boring him?  Am I at a point where he doesn't know what to do with me?  Am I at a point where he is disappointed with my progress?