I met with Jade on Saturday.  We processed my new letter to my abuse, and then we processed chapter 7 of my child within book.  We did a lot of talking.  Jade was very understanding, he always is, and was very sympathetic to what I had been through.  We talked about my suicidal thoughts.  He has asked me to come up with another safety plan.  As we talked about Chapter 7 we talked about all of my abuse, not just the abuse from David but also from my parents.  That was a little bit hard to hear,  Jade even said he had no idea what I had been through, he thought my abuse was only from my brother. 

Jade has asked me to work on chapters 8 & 9 of the child within book.  My next appointment is Thursday.  My Dr increased my prozac back up to 60 mg.