This morning on my walk I pondered.  I don't really concentrate on my walk, which from a therapy point of view, is not so good, but from my individual point of view, I think it is OK.  As I mentioned, I listen to a lot of church music on my walk.  That is pretty much all I have loaded on my Ipod.  I have been thinking a lot on the Atonement.  I actually started this journey trying to learn more about the Atonement because I didn't understand it.  I mean, I understand it, but have never really applied it to me.  I have tried to live my "perfect" life so I didn't need to have the Atonement. 

One song that I hear quite often is "Live Like You Believe", it was a theme song for EFY.  EFY is Especially For Youth, it is a week long camp for teens where they can go and learn more about the Gospel.  I am grateful that my oldest was able to do that and I will definitely do that for my other kids.  But when I think of the title "Live Like You Believe", it sounds so simple.  The question I have is I have been living like I believe, why do I still feel so empty sometimes.