Life goes on, even when we think it should slow down, or even stop.  We get a day older, the seasons change, you should start getting the picture.  I am needing life to slow down.  My emotion yesterday was shame, again!  My Bishop found out about my bill with LDS Family Services.  He already knew about it, but he thought that I was paying it.  In a prior conversation with my Bishop he stated that I was to pay what I could and then the Ward would pay the rest.  I guess he forgot, or I misunderstood, but LDS Family called him about my bill.  He had the Ward pay it, but I was very ashamed that the Ward had to pay it. 

We went and met with the Bishop regarding the budget.  It was not pretty.  I really need Jed to get a job.  I also was contacted by the Attorney for Lemon Tree.  I just can't take much more.  My life is pretty stressful for me.